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This journal is just like the other journal,
A boring personal journal, about my daily life, and things that amuses me..
Daily updated, so be ready to be spammed!

Written in two languages, english and indonesian.
My english was very absurd, just like my face.. So forgive me.

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Hah, I was updating this from my mom's BB since the PC haven't been set up yet..

I feel so damn exhausted, dizzy and happy at the same time!

So yeah, since I'm exhausted let's just review what I have done today in bullet points!

- I'm not going to school, because me and my family have to renewing our passports.
- we went to the immigration office at the Jakarta Old city (kota tua) at the noon and it was so damn hot and crowded. Luckily my parents is a close friend of the head of the immigration office so we could made it fast.
- then we go to Mangga Dua, my mom and dad want to buy a bag.
- after that we went to Ratu Plaza to upgrade our PC's RAM and memory because it has been lagging too much lately, and my mom also buy me a TABLET! OMG!!
- then we go to PIM because my father wants to buy some stationery and my mother want to buy some fruits.
- we arrived at home in 8:30 pm. Damn traffic jam, and I felt super dizzy..

Today is really fun, because we go outside together as a family..

I would be absent from school tomorrow.
No, its not about personal day off..
Last week my mom said that I would renewing my passport this week,
It should be on wednesday, but my father would be busy,
So I would renewing my passport tomorrow!

Good bye friends!
good bye math test

yeah i hate those too-over blackberry users, especially moms..
because it makes them didn't care of her children, and it can cause hatred in the child, seriously..
and i think these pictures is a great evidence..
( OMG WTF )

I'm totally depressed! Yeeehaaa!
I have no where to go except school, home, then school, then home again!
It makes me become stupid at the school!
I've got zero for most of the subjects!
Happy people??

It makes me hate this life, I even hate my friends and family..
I hate myself.
I hate everything and that's not good..

Why I have to be like this?
Who's fault is it?
What should I do?

I just can't pray, I don't know why..
It makes me feel even more depressed..

This life is absurd :((

FAIRY TAIL FRIENDING MEME

JUSTBEFRIENDS
AVOCALOIDFRIENDINGMEME

Btw, the internet still on!
i hope that it'll last forever :((

okay gonna play Luna online for more~!

The internet will be shut down tomorrow! (Since my parents haven't pay the monthly fee).
Aaaagh!! I'll die without it (yes! I'm a geek!!).
So I wish I could go somewhere tomorrow to wipe the boredum..

Dum.. Dum.. Dum..

Oh ya, btw, I start playing Luna Online!!
pet_panda recommend it to play it!
Well, I just play it for a while since the download time is freaking long,
And the patcher is so damn slow.. But yeah, finally I play it!
And I think this game is kinda cute, gonna play some more tomorrow! (Then I just remember that tomorrow the connection will be shut :(( ).

Oh god please help me!
Don't shut the internet or give me a fun weekend!
Houhouhou!

ugh... well.. it seems that today wasn't fun as i though... :(

yesterday, insane_irin  and me has planned for a fun DVD hunting for today.
she said that she'll come to my house then we go together, but...
today she didn't came..

I've called her, SMS her and waited for her, but she didn't came after all..

Then she just tweet me and said that she went out swimming with her little sister and she didn't bring her hand phone..
crap :/

well actually, I'm not angry or what..
but I'm just a little bit pissed off since she didn't tell me (that she cancelled this plan) before she go..
it makes me waited for hours for nothing :(
UGH

and then my parent leave me and my little brother alone at the home, penniless..
so i have to buy the food by my own money, and yeah, I'm also buy Parem Kocok, a traditional Indonesian medicine for wounds and i use it at my swollen butt.. ugh.. it really hurts..

so yeah, today's sucks!

compared from yesterday's depressing day..
TODAY IS AWESOME!!

in the anthropology class i feel so damn lazy and sleep,
but i enjoyed the lesson btw..
then to make my self awake..
me and pet_panda  were talking so much about Ragnarok Online..
and we do it until math, LOL.

The math test was CANCELED! YAAAAY!!
i feel so damn relieved since i didn't understand the lesson AT ALL!
and i feel so happy because i can learn and improve more today, since we have a worksheet and tezuka_rei  and the teacher teach me about it! YAY~!
it makes me understand.. a little bit.. /orzorz

ugh.. Civic class was switched with the RS class.. damn.
so yeah, we do some boring research at the library,
since i felt so damn sleepy i just slept.
and yeah.. i slept in the Japanese language class too,
meh i felt so damn sleepy, its because I slept too late last night.

and finally I'm awake on the literature and anthropology class!
especially on anthropology class since it was so UHMAZING AND SO MUCH LULZ!!
we were just laughing about random things! and making some random graffiti on the black board using the colorful chalks.
Vez took the photo of it, i wish she could post it soon XD

then when the school's over, i just head downstairs and I FELL FROM THE STAIRS.. FFFF..
it was such a huge pain in the ass, since my butt is the one who hits the stairs first..
but, thanks to Vez who accompany and encourage me, i didn't feel the pain for anylonger!
HUAAAA!! (??)

this weekend would be awesome!
because me and my friends have some plans!
ufufufufu

BTW: the latest One Piece chapter are AWESOME

So today, I read tezuka_rei's newest entries, and I feel so shocked,
Because.. TOMORROW THE ART STUDENT WILL GO TO IKJ (the art institute of jakarta) TO HAVE A WORKSHOP!
OMG! WHY SO SUDDEN???

Well, actually my art teacher has told us that we'll visit IKJ for a workshop,
But she said that it will be on 20-something february, so I wouldn't mine..
So I was shocked because we will go tomorrow! Aaa!
But at least I didn't have to study! LOL

Random: I want to buy samsung corby D:

so yeah..
due to the hard depression I've had yesterday..
I decided to take a Personal Day-Off to make myself calm,
well, i feel better now..

Today we brought Jacko to the groomer since he was gone super flithy and stinky!
(i even didn't touch or kiss him this morning :'[ )

My mom ask me to go to the shopping mall with her..
so i just went to the mall *teehee
my mom was having a gathering or something like that with her friends..
so i just went to the hair salon to have a HAIR CUT! OMG!
actually it looks good, but i just thought that it was kinda weird :/
(the shape of my new haircut looks like a mushroom)

then while i wait for my mom in the gathering, i just walk around the mall..
well, i feel kinda happy since i'm not going anywhere lately,
it makes me bored and frustrated..
then my mom just called me to came to the restaurant where she gathered with her friends..
ugh.. i feel so ashamed since i'm not going to the school, they will asking me why, but my mom forced me so i have no choice D:
but fortunately, no-one asked me about it so i feel so relieved.. (but the annoying thing is, all of my mom's friend were SMOKING! it chokes me D: ).

before we got home, my mom bought me an A3 sketch book for the exhibition! whee~!
and when we got home Jacko has came back from the groomer and he became cute again!
aaawwwhh!!

Ps: next week, on the same day, I'll absent again to make passport :P

I would probably absent from school tomorrow..
I just need some personal day off..

OMG! TODAY IS FREAKING HOT!
I didn't bring my jacket and i feel grateful for it..

Today is pretty awesome,
me pet_panda  and tezuka_rei  was having a fun LOLing times in the flag ceremony,
and YAY! my friend, Ratri has came back from Germany~
missed her so much~~
hmmmm~~ she gave me a delicious candy bar from germany,
ugh.. must.. stop.. eating!!!

The regular (for all 11 graders) art class was really fun!
Ratri tell us some story about the camp program in germany,
and we laughed so hard because she's acting so silly there..
in the art class, we're asked to make a draft/concept of a comic,
since i was confused i just draw some random people using animal masks..
oh LOL..

i'm so happy because i'm not lazy anymore in the EL class..

we watched a documentary movie about Titanic in the religion class..
actually it was good, but the editing was kinda sucks..
when i watched it i feel so amused with it, since it was frightening..
well, there's some parts on this documentary that was taken from the movie,
and the scene where Titanic was sunken really makes me scared
but the facts from the real archive was really amused me..

and finally the IT class! OMG!
we have a formative! and I REALLY REALLY HATE IT!
first was because it was freaking hard!
we have to write those long formulas in the fucking excel cells..
second, people just can't shut their mouth..
they were just whining, whining and whining! not try it by their self..
it makes me more depressed!
but finally i can made it!

and yeah. that's all for today..

i don't know why but i just felt strange lately..
i don't know what kind of sickness is this, but i know that this is bad!
BECAUSE I JUST CAN'T STOP EATING!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!

well actually, i eat a lot usually..
but this time is different..
every time i ate, even if its too many, i never feel enough or full..
even worse, i'm still feel the same as before i ate that food.
so in conclusion; i'm always feel hungry!

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!

waaaa.. my mom left me again.. heh.
its time for... Random Weekend yeaaayy!! (actually I've got nothing to do)..

since I'm bored, i just played RO..
hunting.. hunting and hunting..
it makes me really bored.
so i decided to walk around and having a fun sight seeing..

( RO scrapbooking? )
and.. yeeaaayy!!
finally the latest chapter of fairy tail has came out!

( Fandom Rambling for fairy tail 170 *spoiler allert )

oh my god! I'm so hungry!!!