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This journal is just like the other journal,
A boring personal journal, about my daily life, and things that amuses me..
Daily updated, so be ready to be spammed!

Written in two languages, english and indonesian.
My english was very absurd, just like my face.. So forgive me.

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Current Mood: giggly

so i have already have this sickness since the last January, or 10 months ago,
where all of my joints felt kinda hurt, even my fingers..

it really disturbing me, because it felt so hurt when I have to walk, carry my back, or writing..

and i'm so panicked and checked it everywhere..
but the doctors can't find any diagnoses..

and then, i just tried to think positive and i assume that it was caused by stress,
so i just calm, and the sickness felt kinda disappear from time to time,

and suddenly it came back again, omg..

so i dont have any idea what happened,
and i don't care anymore..

Current Mood: thoughtful

yeah, today i felt so damn weird..
today was supposed to be fun,
because my parent took me out and we're going somewhere far,
but i just felt so dead inside.. which means I DON'T FEEL ANYTHING! I'M EMOTIONLESS!
and.. i don't know why!!

so today, as I lied to my teacher, i went to mangga dua with my mom and dad.
i have planned to buy an action figure of Luffy forinsane_irin since i haven't gave her anything for her birthday present, and she have been so kind to me, so i just want to give something in return.

but it seems that my parent ignore my wish and just dragged me to the cloth shop.
so i just bought jeans pants and a korean style cloth..
and i think that what makes my mood kinda dropped.

then my mom was window shopping at the bag store, and it was super crowded, so i just walk away with my dad and ate at Toni Jacks.
as you have already know, some of the Mc.Donald's Stands has been replaced into a new, random, fast food restaurant called as "ToniJack's" and it was so random D:
and the mc.donald's stand in Mangga Dua was also replaced by these Tonijack's thingy, so since i never came to this restaurant, i just came in and give it a try.
and it was horrible, seriously, i would prefer Mc.Donald's.

Then we just leave the building and when to a nearby restaurant, because my mom was so hungry, and she just want to eat crabs, yadayadyada..
I didn't like the place because it was so dirty, smoky, and horrible..
and while my mom was eating i just want to go to the toilet, and the toilet was..
OH MY GOD! IT FEELS LIKE I WANT TO CRY!!
but i really wanna pee at that time!!
but the condition has taught me to hold it, so i just hold it,
and after we leave that living hell for sure, we stopped at a super nice hotel just to go to the toilet,
MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH! (There i saw so many sluts with their sugar daddies).

Then we went to my Grandma's house at Halim, in Southern Jakarta.
when we're in southern jakarta, we just kinda shocked, because that area was so filthy and poor..
i felt kinda sad and angry, sad for them and angry for those rich hypocrites who didn't care for others..

when i arrived in my grandma's house, i felt so happy because it was such a long time since i went to see her..
She's the only grandparent that still alive, and she's the one that i love most, so yeah, I'm happy..
but my happiness was ruined, because my mom and aunt was arguing too much,
its not my mom's fault, because my aunt is the one who make it happen.

then we took my little brother at his friend's house and shopping at carrefour..

when i got home, i just want to write my RS Paper task, but suddenly i got a writing block so i was ended up going online.

tomorrow is school, YUHUH! YUHUH!

Current Mood: content

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okay, i know, the subject has caught your attention, hee-hee!

as you know, if you have followed my twitter, i always said "Night Gays!" or "Morning Gays",
and everybody keep asking me what's wrong with me/did i somewhat mistyped it/are your followers were all GAY?

actually, there's nothing wrong with me and i'm not mistype it and maybe there's a gay among my followers, but I didn't mean to greet them..

but the true reason is, I JUST LIKE THE WAY I TYPE IT!
its the parody of "guys", thought.

actually i was inspired by my junior high school teacher..
i don't know whether her English sucks or she thinks that we're all gay, but,
she greet us every morning like; "Morning GAYS",
and we're just like.. "WHUUTT??"
so, since that time, i just like to greet people with "GAYS" instead of "GUYS"
teehee.

Current Mood: cheerful

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OOOH! FINALLY THE PHOTOS HAS BEEN UPLOADED TO FB! SO I CAN UPLOAD IT HERE!!

these beautiful photos was taken during the last field trip,
at TIM and IKJ. related entries here

enjoy <3
PS: we're the art students, and we're crazy
( Yes.. they might cause epilepsy )

Current Mood: amused

yeah, it seems to be it, because there's a lot of things that wasn't pleased me at all..

in the morning, i just walk up to the school, and went to the rest room.
and when i open my panties (PANTYSHOT!!),
i got my period, oh fuck.
and the worst is, i didn't bring or wear any "diapers" so, BE IT!

and i though: "oh well, maybe i just buy it at the school store"
and i just realized that.. I FORGOT TO TAKE THE MONEY AT HOME!
OH SHIIIIT!!!
and luckily pet_panda lend me some of her money, so i can stay alive and stay eating.

I felt so damn lazy today,
maybe because it was friday, and i just want to stay home and sleep..
i also felt so tired, i was nearly slept at the civic class, but i just cant, because the teacher's sound was as loud as a hyper megaphone.

and after the prayer, i just felt so damn hungry.
so i just rushed to the school store, because they sold plenty of cheap foods (haha, i'm broke)
but they didn't let me in because the boys haven't came out from the friday prayer.
OH MY GOD! I'M STARVING AND DYING!
AND 5 MINUTES MORE WOULD BE THE END OF THE BREAK, AND THE BOYS WILL BE CAME OUT JUST LIKE 1 CENTURY MORE, AND.. AND.. THE SHOP KEEPER'S SUCKS!!!
so i went to the cafeteria and buy those expensive foods :(

In the Japanese class, we made origami!
but, i failed :(

and now i was home alone..
thanks to the fast internet connection, so i wouldn't die because of boredom

Current Mood: lonely

so, you know..
we have a task to make a paper for RS (Research Skill)lesson.
and since the deadline is near, i was really working on it..

i've made the mind map, the plan, and i have collected the data..

but all of those efforts was useless after all..

because the topic was actually fixed!
OH MY GOD!!!

as i already mentioned before, i was writing about vocaloid..
i was writing about it because the teacher said we can write about ANYTHING THAT WE WANT..

and, today, one of my friend said that actually the topic was decided by the teacher,
and the teacher was FORGET TO TELL US ABOUT THAT!!
and the worst is, THE DEAD LINE WASN'T EXTENDED!!

OH FUCK, OH SHIT, OH CRAP!!!!!!!

so, now, i have to search for some new sources.. sigh...

Current Mood: irritated

i was testing the new internet connection right now..
in the last 2 days, they have been working for a streaming tower in my house, and now it works!
and it was super fast! woohoo! (don't ask me what is the provider's name, because i dont know!)

by the way, i have watched Persepolis, AT LAST!!
and it was SO DAMN GOOOOOD!!!

I really like the gloomy and dark atmosphere and the story was also awesome!

damn! i want to be a great animator just like Marjane Satrapi.

and... yeah, i was working on my RS paper and the due date is near..
and i was writing about VOCALOID.
wish me luck, people.

Current Mood: amused

today, my art teacher lend me her Persepolis DVD, so when i got home i just watched it.

and suddenly my father came home and ask me to go to Plaza Senayan with him to watch 2012, oh my god, what a bad timing.

so i just came with him, and after we took mom, we went directly to PS.

the movie, 2012, is actually not bad, but the story and ending sucks, seriously, i would rather die if the world has came out like that..

and we arrive at 11 pm at the home, and i havent studied for tomorrow's japanese test..

Current Mood: exhausted

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oh yeah, i'm updating trough cell phone again..
can't type much..

my mood has become more better today..

but it was ruined by the super annoying and hard BUSINESS STUDIES TEST..

ugh, i never liked this lesson, because it was so hard and confusing..

the test was all ESSAY, and we have to answer each question in 250 WORDS, WTF!

and the worst is, i haven't studied at all and i didn't understand anything at all..

good thing the teachers gave us some cheatings, but still.. its confusing, i give up!

Current Mood: cranky

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oh yay, finally i've got a chance to update this lame journal, but i can't type much since i updating through cell phone.

today i felt so terribly moody at the school, because what happened yesterday and the EL test was sucks.

and when i got home, i got nothing to do, so i spend 4 hours to continue reading "footsteps", and i have read around 100 pages, UHMAZING!!

i also felt this old sickness again where all of my bone joints felt kinda hurt, omg! what happen to me? nah, I'll be just fine as usual..

Current Mood: calm

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Oh, yay! Finally I have watched the movie!
And I felt so damn happy because I've been astroboy fans since I was little, and I think this adaptation was cool..

Okay, here's the review (since one of my friend has indirectly requested it from me, well, I'm not good in reviewing something, so I just stated out my opinion).

Yeah, I know..
There's a lot of people out there dislike or even hate this movie..
Because its sucks,
Not like the original anime/manga,
Because it was brought with american style,
Yadayadayada..

Yeah I know people, its not like the way you expect but, hey! I think this movie was great! Seriously!

I just like how the story flown, and the american style fitted perfectly..
Although it was different from the manga/anime, this movie get the main idea/concept from the original story.

Astro looks kinda weird, because he used to look younger and childish, but I think he also look good in that way..

The story was filled by spontaneous humour and gag, and it could be a plus point too..

And I really love Cora!! Yeah, she didn't appear on the original manga/anime, but she's cool! I love her personality and her design..

So I think this movie was pretty awesome, you should watch it! It was so funny and entertaining.

Current Mood: amused